david and goliath

Lets talk about pool today. My career had been nothing short of ordinary ever since i embarked on my personal san miguel asian tour. haw haw. I was the best amongst my friends. Always up there and the only person in my social dot tt could give me a run for my money or even better me was McRon. Ever since he shifted to his present house, he has been drilling himself in harsh conditions at his personal pool table and his $400 cue for hours and his accuracy is in tip-top condition i say. I used to edge out over him and out smart him but i guess he is getting smarter, tt bugger. oh wells. i have to admit, YOU ARE THE POOL GOD, MCRON. i give it to you. Till i resume my intensive training and regain my form and sharpness, you are one league above me. salutee'

london bridges wanta go down

Family day with my parents at parkway. Walked walked and walked. I think my mom and dad hates going out with me cos i spent their money like water. My dad claims that he trembles whenever i follow them out. But i dont spent tt much money, do i? Okay maybe i did. I just bought a Esprit shirt and some other thing. ThingS. School tmr. Results back? omfg omfg omfg OMFG. not interested.

Talking about social circles, as McRon was saying. I think that there are bound to be some conflict within cliques where somebody is left out somehow or anyhow. They claim to be the bestest group of buddies but when in times of trouble, nobody gives a shit fuck about you. Life goes on for them and you take all the shit wondering where are those who claimed to be your blood bruthas. That's when you see who's your bestest pal. Cliques? There ll always be cliques, but best pal, only one. So people, please dont lie to yourself and tell yourself that you have lots of best friends. Happy befriending:)

you want what you cant have.

2 more days. Exams have never felt this long before. I am losing steam already, my brain is not working anymore. Maths paper 2 was fucked today. Like seriously, there goes my maths. Practise so much for shit use. In the end, it still comes to nothing and i am left there wondering if i am fucking dumb or what.

Moving on to issues tt are far less depressing. I am going clubbing on wednesday. Although my good friend, Wong McRon has address this issue many times before, i am still going at it. Clubbing is weird. Weird in a sense tt you know you are not going to have fun but still you want to be there, in the midst of all the music, hot grinding(which you are not a part of) and getting all high on shots(usually we cannot afford them). You want to feel pumped up, soak up in the partying atmosphere. Look at hot chicks and then look at yourself in the mirror, wondering if they ll even take a glance at you. At the end of all the drama, you ll go home in a cab drenched with perspiration, thinking, 'what a great night out!'. Okay i am lying about the thinking part. I wonder all the time, who has the most fun when clubbing? I really want to have fun but i dont know how to. Neither does mcron, tts for sure. Oh wells, guess we just have to suck on tt for the time being.

I just realised all the rattlings above is as depressing as the one before it. ogay subtle subtle about it yea?

panic! at my disco

study study study. Dangs my shirt is too short. Bloody hell, i vow to get it into tip-top condition. Anyways, i met my long lost friend, natalie zheng today. Haw haw, and she havent changed one bit. Okay except that she is wearing braces now. Study hard for your chinese and maths and econs paper, ah zheng. 1 percentile for chinese this time. Anyways, MAN U vs arsenal. Chelsea vs liverpool. big big fixtures up ahead. How am i going to concentrate on doing maths? pang sai.

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Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend, is the city I live in, the city of angel
Lonely as I am, together we cry
I drive on her streets 'cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills 'cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds and she kisses me windy
I never worry now that is a lie
I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
It's hard to believe that there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe that I'm all alone
At least I have her love, the city she loves me
Lonely as I am, together we cry

better with you

indie/alternative/acoustic is really my thang. Prelims started and it's not going well at all. You can probably tell becos i am writing an entry instead of studying really really hard like what mcron is doing now. Okays. I realised i have no material or thoughts or whatsoever to conjure up an entry. honky tonky bah bah rah rah. oh oh. Before i go, i saw this really really hot sn girl on friendster. My gahh. Hottest stuff there ever was. You are my greatest fantasy, AG.

p.s. just wanted to try writing some secret entry just so i can use it in the future to write to mcron.

PSST, i really really love you JT. Please love me back:)

jafar

Tmr ll be the start of my prelims and as many people would say, they are not prepared, they ll fail and they have given up hope. I rather say i would do my best even though i ve not studied hard for it. This september break has been a bore. Like all holidays. I am not looking forward to after prelims or even after the big As, cos it gets boring after a week or so. You find tt the number of friends to go out with diminishing. Okay not like i have a lot to start with. So let me see, after the prelims, i ll play soccer and play soccer and play soccer. I prefer to say football, cos soccer is an american term and they know shite about the beautiful game itself, it's almost like degrading the sport.

The bottom half of my post shall be dedicated to the crocodile hunter, Stephen Robert Irwin. I admit i never thought much about him but i still knew who he was and what he did. Always thought tt he was a nutjob running around playing with weird creatures. But tt was before. I changed my perspective towards him after i watched his tribute videos. What i admired about him was not his love for animals or him being a really great conservationist. It was his passion in doing what he loved and at the same time, being a really great father to both his children. He was a great family man. I wish his family well and to be strong. The world has just lost another great man.

'It's my job, my mission, the reason i am put on this planet, is to conserve wildlife' -steve irwin

little red house

Dear diary,

I went for m. wong birthday party bash last night at east coast park. Brings back really fond memories when we both participated in the osim triathlon. We were the waterboys and hell it was fun distributing water to the runners. Elite runners, hot mamas, shouting of 'wader? iso up ahead!' and hosing the runners were great fun. Okay, cheap thrill. Anyways, too much digressing, on to talk about the biggest birthday party of the year. Seafood at little red house with his folks. Beers and hangover. Erm, hangover part was a lie. We were born to drink booze, enjoy women and fast cars. \m/ suck on that.

mr.jones

This was exactly a year ago. How time flies i say. Chuan zai has really blossomed into a really handsome man with me not far behind. Oh wells, on a serious note, this friendship has scaled to greater heights. I wonder if 20 years down the road, i would still be taking swipes at chuan zai, being his greatest audience, laughing at his alien head, admiring his sexy back and stuff. yannoe? get the drift? haw haw.

Now, i am a man of few words as only chuan zai ll know, but i just want say that without chuan zai, things would be so much different in my mundane + stagnant life. He is my multimedia juke box. All and all, i just want chuan zai to know that he is my greatest pal and if he manages to have sex with a girl before i do, i ll be happy for him:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SETH

-lots of love, ryan.

DIA NOODLES TOODLES

hello ivan. this is your brother from another mother writing an entry with a high gantry for you. can you tell me whats up with being a she-male? ogay subtle subtle. i heard you are in love and going clubbing tonight. wow that is something for me to suck on at. sooner or later we would be looking back on our sad singlehood. we'd act like we know whats happening. someday you might talk while someday i might listen. ahey that is almost like swimming on top of a bull ray! vans your horoscope says that you will find a girlfriend in december. yup you got it right, 2 decembers from now. suck on that.

out of my head

Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of prosperity
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say
Was I out of my head?
Was I out of my mind?

-fastball

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Dear diary,

My day has not end and i already know what is going to happen for the rest of it. SHITE. No soccer, no going out(this part is a little off becos i dont have anybody to go out with cept MC), no epl for yet another week and no girlfriend for another 3 years. oh wells. what is there in my life? i hope i ll find out one day. For now, i will cross my fingers and hope that things ll go my way.

sauteed

dear diary,

today is my dad's birthday. Happy burstday den the potato. i love you always and always. you are the coolest dad though pretty naggy at times. but still love you all the same. hope that you will prosper for years to come. long live DADDY :)

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Tmr is yet another boring day. waba waba fetch.

start

This is like deja vu. 2 years ago, around this period i was a struggling secondary 4 student with 3 months left to his Os. Now, i am still struggling except that i've been promoted to JC 2 now. As is around the corners. Prelims is at the corner. I want to relax one corner. Holy freaking snakes.

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anyways, quote of the day is - A lonely man is a desperate man -